its almost that time...

new years resolutions.

they are pretty fucking stupid. i say, if you have to wait until some socially predetermined date to examine your life and decide if you are unhappy with parts of it, you're a nit. obviously, critical examination of yourself is great. just don't wait around to do it.

in any case, i seem to do it every month and get all bummed out. since i no longer have a mustache, i feel as though this is the perfect time to re-examine my goals for the semester and see how i've done. i already know it's not gonna be pretty.

sigh. well, i did get SOME volunteer hours in at the ecology lab, but not enough. i don't have a coop job for the winter. i didn't exercise as much as i wanted to. i didn't read enough. i didn't write enough songs. i didn't write enough. i didn't keep in touch enough. i didn't go back to st catharines, fuck.

yikes, that was depressing. uh, i need some positives now so i don't cry.

i... made lots of new friends! yay! i made a special friend! yay! er... i... did everyone's dishes all semester? fuck. i got nothing else. surely some awesome stuff happened. awesome fun stuff. as far as self improvement goes... fuck once more.