i love you all the same

i give myself heat sometimes for not having that many close friends, or at least for not staying in touch with those friends as well as i should. really, i think it's a reflection of how i interact with people in general. i am generally as caring with someone i've known for five minutes as i am with my oldest friend. that's not to demean that old friend, but if i know and like you, you are entitled to all the care and help i would give any of my friends. unless you become a nuisance or are generally annoying. then i probably don't give a shit.